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Wednesday, June 9, 2010
![]() I love to smile but izit my smile everytime also that sincere? I dunno~ Surely will have lots of people felt my outernal changes but I am here to tell you honestly that I am actually still the one you know last time if you felt it by yourself. It's no way for me not to change sometimes. I need to protect myself,I need to be independent. I used to be in my way..I really dont like the feeling of hiding somethings, I want to share with my close one but words are hard to say out. It mk me felt terrible :( Something that flash back may still feeling sad and emo. When I think back quietly, I know myself really terrible in this few months. I mean my changes. . but I am js doing the way that will not hurting myself. I am sorry to everyone of you .. I will back to my normal life. But my heart and mind are definately extreamly fragile right now...Dont ask me why. To me. I prefer a long lasting relationship than just stay in the sweet moment for awhl then it lost sdnly. I am not being pessimistic just the scar is always there. Although I am unhappy for sometimes, I am still appreciate the moments spend together with my dearest I am still me,dont judge me~
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